Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Tag from RyAzuin. I answered yr question only :'[

THIS IS THE RULES:

  1. You must post this rules
  2. Each person must post 11 themselves in their journal
  3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post and create eleven new questions for the people you tagged to answer
  4. You have to choose eleven people to tagged and link them to the post
  5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged HIM/HER
  6. No tag back !
  7. No stuff in the tagging section about " YOU ARE TAG IF YOU READING THIS " YOU LEGITIMATELLY (a.k.a REALLY, TRUST , WITH ALL HONEST) have tagged 11 people.


11 things about me:
  1. I'm selfish. Hell yeah, too much!
  2. If I love someone, I loved her/him too much!
  3. I'm short and a bit fat. This is you must knw about. Haha
  4. I'm cruel. I'll do anything to get what I really want. Anything ;)
  5. I hate people easily and I do have enemies.
  6. Once before, I'm a playgirl. Um, now? I'm not. MAYBE :p Haha.
  7. Romantic and caring. That's me!
  8. I'm annoying. And nobody can stand it. My attitudes is so bad.
  9. I had a sexy lips :p Hahaha.
  10. I'm a bit flexible.
  11. I love money. But I don't have any. So pity me :'( Hahaha.

RyAzuin's questions:

  1. Last time you were sick? : Two days ago. Very bad heartache :')
  2. Your weirdest talent? : Talk to myself. Haha
  3. What do you want to wish for? : I wish I had a good life and no troubles.
  4. Does you love anyone? : Yes. I love my friends, family and still love latest ex-boyfriend. Um~
  5. Does anyone love you? : Ofcourse! My family, my friends and someone. Haha :p
  6. Do you cry easily? : No. I'm not actually. If its too hurt, then the tears will automatically drop.
  7. What do you want right now? : New handphone pleaseeee? :'(
  8. What do you think about haters? : They made my day with their fucking stupid attitudes :P
  9. Lil Wayne or Eminem? : Eminem please? :/
  10. Is this funny? : What is funny? Haha :/
  11. What's your full name? Haha : Errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, tet! Hahaha xD



No more boyfriend :'/

Ok terkejut tk dngn statement dkt atas tu? :') Yeah. No more us. After being together fr four months, but its over ok? Over. So, thanks to the bitches yng hancurkan this relationship. Kalau dorng tkada, sumpah aku ckp, tkada nya jadi mcmni. But I've to accept the fact lh k? :')
So, benda ni memang perit. Aku skrang tngh struggle nak move on. Well, hell too much kalau boleh move on secepat mungkin. So, aku nk move on punya pasal, aku buat banyak benda. First thing, aku letak semua barang dia dalam kotak, and then letak atas almari. Sorok benda tu kemas kemas. Haha funny much. Lpastu, aku delete number dia. Then, aku stop getting tweet via text drpd dia. Haha. Cukup ke semua benda tu? :') I think thts not enough aite? Then, aku teruskan aku punya jahat nak kerja tu. Supaya dpat busykan diri. And tk fikir pasal dia pun. Aku harap aku dapat lah buat benda tu kan? :')

So, after that aku pun ceroboh dia punya Twitter. And aku unfollow diri aku dkt Twitter dia. And unfollow dia dkt Twitter aku. Aku trpaksa ok? Sumpah terpaksa. Aku dh tktahan tngok semua benda yng dia tweet, its too hurt. So then I made that decision. Even its actually too hard. Very hard. Hm. Aku tk kuat mana nak hadap semua benda tu. So, aku harap dia boleh faham :')

And the latest one, I've changed my number. Aku tktahu lah apa motif aku buat mcmni, tp entah lah. Aku rasa maybe ini je lah kot cara yng terbaik :') Even dia pun tk text aku sume en? Tapi, aku try nak lari dari benda ni semua. Susah sangat. But I must make a move. Dia pun dh move forward. Dah lupakan aku. Dah ada orang lain. So, kenapa aku tkboleh? Aku mesti boleh punya lah. Fr sure. But maybe. Hm.

Once, aku pernah gila gila down. And aku tk tidur, tk makan, and aku betul betul desperate. Aku tk boleh move on time tu. So aku try nak getback balik. But semua tk menjadi. Dia tk terima semua. Aku punya kebodohan time tu, sampai merayu dkt musuh aku sendiri. Ha great yeah? :') Tp sikit pun dia tknampak. Apakan daya? So, start drpd tu, half of my strength, has gone. But Alhamdulillah, Sally and Fatyn is there. Gave me support, and always behind my back. Always. Alhamdulillah :')

So, how I wish aku kuat mcm dia? Mcm mana? How? :'( Aku betul betul tk kuat. But I've to. Bnyak sngat memory memory yng terkumpul :') Aku kena lupakan benda tu semua. K? Kena jugak. And aku tk ready nk cari orang lain lagi. Kalau cari orang lain pun, aku still lagi tk dapat lupakan dia. Kan? Better tkpayah. And orang lain tu juga yng seksa nanti. To be honest, aku tk dapat nafikan, mmng aku sayang dia sangat. But, maybe this is the best way. Supaya dia tkyah nak sorok apa benda lagi drpd aku. Freedom k? :') But we're still friend. Still lepak sesama. And dia treat aku pun mcm dulu juga. But, I can't. Aku takut, aku yng seksa tkboleh move on kalau dia buat mcmtu. Hm :'( Padahal dia okay je kan? Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

I've been through a very sucks day these few days. This is the first time of my life k? Aku jadi bodoh sngat sbb benda ni. Um, tkapa lah. Anggap je as a pengajaran. Kan? Hehe :') So, thats all. Aku kena kuat. Yeah! xx

Friday, October 14, 2011

Dear You.

Number 1: Dear ex-bestfriend, aku tahu maybe kau dah benci aku semua. Yeah, bukan maybe. Memang pun kan? Haha tkapa nvm. So 15/10 ni genap 11bulan tau kita dh tk rapat. Er kau pernah notice ke benda tu semua? Ntah kau tahu ke tidak en? Haha tkapa. Hows yr life ha? Even better without me aite? I know I know. Hihi. Yng penting aku rindu kau sangat tau? Sangat sangat. Tp, kau tk pernah pun ambik port pasal tu kan? Hehe. Ahhh! Tension kau tahu? :'(
Um, aku tahu kau tkkan baca pun blog aku ni, sebabtu aku luahkan perasaan aku dkt sini. And one more thing, aku dah give up. Seriously, aku dah penat. And mcm kau nak pula kan? But, I'm still waiting tau. Serious :') But, I hope you enjoy yrself tau? K, miss you :')

Number 2: Weh, apa dah jadi dngn kita? Kau tetiba mcmni. Sentap kes apa? Aku dh hilang sorg, kau pun nak pergi jugak? K, aku memang suka :') Yelah, both of you got new replacement en? K! Terima dngan hati yang ikhlas! :D Hm, kau delete aku from FB. And tk tegur aku like we used to. Bangga? Hati aku sakit kau tahu? Tkapa lah. Sumpah, aku terima. Thanks tau? :) Miss you.

Number 3: Hi exes, boleh tk bila aku dh in a relationship, jngan kacau aku? Past is past tau. Aku bukan tknak layan. But I've to respect my relationship. And I hope you do understand that. And one of my ex, aku tahu kau akan baca blog ni. Dulu pun kau selalu stalker about me kan? Ni bila dah dapat tahu aku update blog balik. Confirm lah baca. Haha :-p K, wtv lah. Malas nak layan korang. So, happy with yr life! Bye xo

Number 4: Balachi, aku act segan nak bgtahu kau benda ni. But, aku dah boleh move on and give up, sejak aku kawan dngn kau okay? Perangai kau mcm dia sikit tau. Sikit je lah. Haha :p But, I'm glad to found you. Like seriously :') Thanks sbb bnyak tolong aku, bnyak cuci otak aku. Appreciated it much. Kau selalu kena buli dngn aku en? Haha kesian kau :p And tk lupa juga, to twin and best mates. Happy with you guys. A lot. Like seriously. A lot. Hehe :-D Ok, segan ah nak cerita benda ni. Loveyou guys bye xo

Number 5: Hello BOYFRIEND! Hahaha kalau you baca ni, mesti you trtunggu tunggu en? "Bila lah dia ni nk cakap pasal aku pulak" Ayat ni msti dalam hati you skrng kan? Hahaha :p Saja je buat last last. Hehek. Eh tahu tk, sejak I dngn you, mcm mcm benda baru I buat, and belajar. Sejak I dngn you, I dh pandai tau control my jealous. Kalau nk tahu, Jealous I, lebih teruk drpd I buat you ni. Serious I cakap, tkpercaya? You can ask my exes :p Hehek. And one more thing, I tk pernah nak jalan kaki sejauh jarak rumah you and rumah I. Bagi you dekat, bagi I jauh sangat okay! But, jalan tu nampak pendek je sebab you :p Haha. Romantik tk I? Hehehe! You've changed me a lot. And thankyou fr that. I bertambah rajin and baik since dngn you, I think. Haha xD K, yng penting, you're one of the best I've ever had tau? Note that please? Ahh, bnyak weh memory kita bersama kan? Bnyak sngat! Hihik. I love you tau gila? Loveyou much! :-*

*Thats all. Kbyeeeeeeee xo